tonight i happened upon the music video of the following song, and it struck home. not a fan of hers, but this one is different. i know far too many who can relate. and at times, so can i.
mine never left me, but i have left them in more than one way. anyway, it made me cry and it made me think. but i am not explaining any more than that. read and think about it:

LINDSAY LOHAN LYRICS
Confessions Of A Broken Heart

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and

These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
he one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that's what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are

The confessions of a broken heart
I love you, I love you
I love you
I....!!!!!
I love you!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth...Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?

These are.....The confessions...of a broken heart
Ohhh....yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..